Trapped

All the love that I had
I trapped it deep inside
It hurt too much to remember
So I locked it away
Behind a sturdy wooden door
And threw away the key.

The blue-coloured stone

When I saw you
I knew that you were the one
It was early, yes
This was our first meeting
But we’d been talking
And the feeling had been sneaking up on me
Seeing you only made it real.
Then you smiled at me
And my world shifted
As it realigned itself
With you in the picture.

Remember me

The first time we met
You helped destroy my cage
And though it was I who was holding you
It was you who was comforting me.

The second time we met
You dazzled me with your laugh
And showered me with attention
Reminding me that I was special too.

The quest

Back to back we stood
You with your sword
Me with my hands raised
Calling upon the power of the Gods
As we faced our mortal enemies.

It did not matter I had been trapped in this tower
It did not matter you had once been my mortal enemy
It did not matter I had been on my way to my execution
Or that you had been on your way to execute me
In this fight, we were on the same side.

Do not pity me

The door is open
On one side I stand
And on the other you.

Behind me is my life
Arranged just the way I like and
In front of me is your judgment.

Out brief candle

trigger warning: betrayal and suicide

I closed my heart a long time ago
when you left me for another
You said you won’t leave me
You said you’ll love me forever
You said I was yours and you were mine
All the while you were deceiving me
while I was falling in love with your lies.

Lonely no more

I was lonely before you came
Happy in my world,
Talking to dolls, bears and
Imaginary friends.

I was lonely before you came
Losing myself in my surroundings,
Walking among the trees
Trying to find my peace.

How much do I love thee?

How much do I love thee?
Maybe the breeze that comes
From my place at the mountains
To yours by the sea
Can tell you.

My lighthouse

People ask us why do we live together
Why haven’t we gone our own way
We stopped being lovers a long time back
We aren’t a couple anymore
We may not even be friends
And yet we continue together
Leading separate lives
But staying in one house.

I have not been kind to you

I have not been kind to you
Yet you have supported all my whims

I have not been respectful of you
Yet you have always done your best by me

I have not taken care of you as you deserve
Yet you have striven to keep me safe